Bringing Forth A New Age

Another anniversary of birth comes and I become older in the concept of time. I am now 35 and seemingly the most stable in as many aspects of my life as I have been in the past. I bought a home to become a part of a community. I want to become a mover and a shaker in the surrounding area.

Today, after showing my appreciation to my coworkers through birthday cakes, one was made for me. I was also ceremoniously “cake smashed” as is tradition at my workplace. Red frosting doesn’t go well with a white dress shirt. All of the clients were asked to tell me one thing they thought I should do for my birthday. Most responses were going to the movies or eating out somewhere. Staff suggestions were also pretty typical.

I’m sitting on the kitchen floor…again. I’ve been in this space before, back in my apartment probably close to one year ago. Back then was when I realized that my desires for my life meant that I didn’t get to sit down and rest. I still have those feelings on this thirty year old linoleum floor that is now mine. I don’t have time to rest or play games. For the most part, I know exactly what I want my life to look like, I just need to lay it all out and add the verb, add the action!

-Relentless Advance